The ironic thing is, reddit is what really started my addiction. There is literally everything you want on here. Good and bad. I guess it started during lockdown, and I fell down the rabbit hole. And since then, I think I've had over one thousand accounts. No matter how hard I try, I always fall back on this site.
I've now started looking at things I know I'm not attracted to. Gayzoom for one. I don't ever finish on there but someone telling me how hot my cock is gets me off. I've shown dudes photos of my girlfriend (fully clothed)
It's come to the point where I don't even feel satisfied when I finish. Just feel empty.
The longest I've stayed off here is 5 weeks then I cracked.
You can literally just make up a fake email address and you're in on here it's ridiculous. I've gotten myself banned on other accounts I just come back.
I've tried to block the site to no avail deleted it and always end up back here. I've done some pretty horrible horrific things and i want to stop it.
I work from home, home alone all day so I have a free regin. Please please can someome give me advice

The ironic thing is, reddit is what really started my addiction. There is literally everything you want on here. Good and bad. I guess it started during lockdown, and I fell down the rabbit hole. And since then, I think I've had over one thousand accounts. No matter how hard I try, I always fall back on this site.
I've now started looking at things I know I'm not attracted to. Gayzoom for one. I don't ever finish on there but someone telling me how hot my cock is gets me off. I've shown dudes photos of my girlfriend (fully clothed)
It's come to the point where I don't even feel satisfied when I finish. Just feel empty.
The longest I've stayed off here is 5 weeks then I cracked.
You can literally just make up a fake email address and you're in on here it's ridiculous. I've gotten myself banned on other accounts I just come back.
I've tried to block the site to no avail deleted it and always end up back here. I've done some pretty horrible horrific things and i want to stop it.
I work from home, home alone all day so I have a free regin. Please please can someome give me advice

Just have been curious about it, but idk how active some of the zooms are and what the vibe is like. I have some anxiety about joining in one…. But kinda want to.
How was your experience with it?

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Like i said, i recently got into edging for hours, i found gayzoom sessions and it was fun to go jerk for hours, with other Bros. I started going to these sessions fairly regularly.
But a couple of days ago, something horrific happened. Someone sick in their head shared their screen and they were watching child p**n.
I immediately rushed to the screen and left the meeting but those 3-5 seconds have left a scar on my mind. I instantly felt nauseated and haven't been able to go back to these sessions.
It's fun bros until it's not. Just wanted to share, beware.

If you’re living with an addict how are you coping? My understanding and experience of addicts is, it doesn’t matter what kind of addiction, the character and things the partner goes through are a bit the same. But maybe I should be a bit grateful of living with a porn and sex addict not a drug addict - I think that might be tougher.
We are a gay couple with a fair age gap. My partner the younger one is 29. We have been together approaching 2.5 years and lived together 1.5 years. We have a wonderful relationship, we really love each other, and we have a great sex life ... but I’m inclined to say it’s not enough ... the truth is, it is about him not me. I know that but struggle to process it.
We just had a really wonderful 11-day holiday together, driving to Sydney.
He’s on 20mg Prozac (Fluoxetine) for about 2 months. Initially it helped a lot. For about 3 weeks. Then all the old characteristics started returning. He was more positive, more present ... it was brilliant, he was more tired, got to bed earlier but never really lost his libido.
By now all the old stuff is almost back to where we were 2 months ago. Porn, gayzoom and gayskype. Sometimes it’s a total circus as he goes from one to the other, often goes for 2 hours or more and before the meds he would regularly get 4-5 hours sleep per night. It was driving me down and down and I can’t sleep when he’s messing around.
3-4 months ago he took me along, we went to one SLAA Meeting... Sex and Love Addicts Australia. He just ended up sexually objectifying all the guys there and it did little.
I’ve told him about this and other subreddits, porn blockers, meditation etc ... at some level he admits to the addiction but won’t take any real steps. He loves sex. I do too but there’s a difference between loving it and obsessed by it, isn’t there?
I’m getting to my wits end and I don’t want to lose him ...
I know getting him into a higher dose of meds would help and maybe needed but that won’t actually fix the problem.
If he doesn’t WANT to REALLY do anything about it, am I just in a hopeless place?
I’m just not sure where to next? His mood is going low again, he struggles with his appearance, his sense of self worth etc. At his lowest point he gets suicidal. He’s a very very talented professional guy but he’s not achieving his potential.
He told me he has been watching porn every day since he was 12. That’s 17 years ago! He also started smoking at 12. He has stopped smoking but uses a lot of nicotine sprays to maintain it. He became very active sexually in the gay community about 3.5 years ago.