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Boston Virtual ATC: Blurring the Line Between Simulation and Reality

2013.11.11 04:02 jumpstartation Boston Virtual ATC: Blurring the Line Between Simulation and Reality

Boston Virtual ATC is a free multiplayer aviation community for Microsoft's Flight Simulator X. We provide live, realistic, and professional virtual air traffic control in a truly communal environment where everyone is willing to learn and happy to help. Because we keep our server restricted to BVA members, you'll work with highly-skilled pilots, many of whom hold or are training for real-world ratings. Too read more, head over to [www.bostonvirtualatc.com/](http://www.bostonvirtualatc.com/)
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2012.08.27 22:02 Vision improvement for all

The Bates Method is a natural relaxation method that involves learning how to rest your mind and eyes. It's primarily used to improve vision, obtain perfect sight, and cure abnormal eye conditions. It's also used to provide relief from pain, reduce stress, and is beneficial not only for your eyes, but also your physical and mental health.
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2019.04.07 16:11 Movie Cliches

This is a list of the most annoying and common logic flaws and stereotypes found in movies. Comments, additions and suggestions welcome!
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2023.05.31 23:58 Underatted_person The Adventures of Gerb- Indie Sinclair

It was a sunny day in the Bergle Wood, it was a calm sunny day. The beats of the sun’s rays lay on each leaf and branch and bush. Though it was such a wonderful day, it was so still, and so quiet. But all of a sudden there was a small little rustle. Oh! And another little rustle! Where did that come from? It came from a little abandoned shoe buried under the crud and the moss of the wood. Now, this shoe is no ordinary shoe, for this shoe has a little door, a little window, even a little door mat. Then a small little being burst through the little door, this little being is a goblin, a goblin named Gerb. “Good morning Bergle!'' shouted Gerb, his tiny words echoing through the vastness of the forest, “What adventures await me today?”. Gerb is quite a small creature as you might’ve guessed, seeing as he lives in a shoe. He has a green complexion, mini pointy ears and wears a very stylised top made of a patchwork of different socks he’s found along his journey. Off he skips, along his little garden of tulips and petunias, Gerb loves the pretty colours of the flowers. For today Gerb needs mushrooms for his soup, not many know this but Gerb’s soup is the best soup in all of Bergle Wood, even if he’s the only one living in the Bergle Wood but that still counts right? “Mushrooms… Mushrooms…Mushro-. Huh?” Gerb stopped for a second noticed a large, sparkly twig, “what a marvellous twig!” He exclaimed. Gerb loves twigs, his collections grows every adventure he goes on but this twig was like no other, it had luscious vines twisting around its smooth bark and coloured gemstones embedded into its base, “How did it grow like that?” Thought Gerb, this was the prettiest twig Gerb has ever come across in all his many adventures. For size reference this twig was 2 and a half Gerbs tall, and of course he ignored the mushrooms he needed and grabbed this twig twice the size of his poor little body, in Gerbs defence it was a really pretty stick. Heading towards his shoe, Gerb has a big swish in his step, whether it was because of his excitement or the sheer weight of this sparkly branch but a bright light shone from every nook of Gerb's new find, nearly blinding him. “Strange” Gerb said, but you see, Gerb doesn't have many working brain cells so in turn Gerb didn’t think this twig was out of the ordinary. But, with this knowledge he kept swishing back to his shoe, the twig swished back and forth until. “Ow!” Gerb tripped on a pebble “oh bubbles!” Gerb said. Then suddenly, bubbles started forming around Gerb. Pop! Pop! “What’s happening?” Gerb asked with a giggle, then he gasped. Crikey, Gerb’s found a wand!
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2023.05.31 23:56 IkRookG [Real] (31/05/23) Reflections of me, not her

I'm noticing that I'm so focused on anger and being hurt, and what she's done/doing, that I'm losing sight of myself and my own attributions and I feel like it's hindering my healing process.
I'm so focused on her still; "what's she doing?", "what's her story today?", "Has she posted anything?", "Does she miss me?", "Does she even feel remorse at all?! She's terrible", "Why does she lie like that, how can she do that?". It's like I'm avoiding taking a look at myself or focusing on myself. I'm sick of this focus on her - this needs to change.
I should start to learn to not care for the "she's", and focus on the "me's". I should start to look at what I did wrong and would like to change about myself. I should focus on how I let myself get into this mess? Do I need to work on my boundaries? List all the things I learned? I need to focus on moving on for me and understand that the questions about her will never get an answer through my daily overthinking - it will just raise more questions, or repeat the ones I already have and make them louder. I need to ask myself the hard questions of who am I? What do I want? Who do I want to be? It's time to find out and decide that for myself because I'm not the same as I was before all this, I need to get to know me again.
This is what she's chosen to be, and nothing I do will be able to change that. I can't know what's going through her head, and I don't think she even understands it herself. So why focus on what I can't control, when I can choose to focus on what I can control?: My own actions and attitude. Logic and emotions don't work together as they tend to invalidate eachother, but at one point letting these same emotions overwhelm and keeping me in the same cycle needs to stop and I need to grow.
I should remind myself: "Who cares what she thinks or does?", Whenever hard moments or thoughts of her come through. It's the way I think I'll be able to move forward and into the next stage; acceptance. I realise I haven't accepted any of this just yet. I'm not even hundred percent sure of what the reality is...
That doesn't mean I should invalidate my emotions when they arise, on the contrary. I should still take my time to write her letters that I'll never send filled with these emotions. I need to apply short meaningful exposure to them, but give them their designated 15-30 minutes a day as my therapist told me. Practise the CBT exercise to reframe negative thoughts, and allow time to slowly heal. Be present in the process.
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2023.05.31 23:56 MyLifeimprovejourney Day 3 of my self Improvement journey

I'm starting to BELIEVE in my action taking thing, I learnt yesterday, let's just say I acted on some of the stuff on my calendar not all but I know im not perfect, and beating yourself, first doesn't work, second makes the problem worse, thrid it will make you procastinate more, The task on calendar was flirting, so I learnt how to flirt and what lines to say to women.
I've started to question myself, when I listened to what Carl Jung had to say then followed what he said, it's gave me a massive headache, also I'm not sure who I am anymore as a person, just me accepting who I really am a whole person just being honest with myself, and seeing the "bad" things about me people and society deems to be "bad" but I don't see it like that anymore, Carl Jung talks about the "Shadow" sounds scary but it can be good stuff and hidden stuff about you.
I've started to watch less of shit YouTube which is a nice thing to do, I put a timer for 1H and 30 mins and it will go down by 10 minutes per day.
I've started to put my believes in my subconscious mind encoding it which is helping me right now writing this, also I'm trying to find hurtful believes to stop them in their tracks I think one of them was people calling me lazy so my subconcious just accepted it, now I MUST and WILL destory it, the subconcious mind controls all humans on the world, but we are able to change it ourselfs it takes some work but can be done.
I got myself to learn a lot about gun taking quizes, I'm still not very good at guns but getting a lot of improvement.
I made a good looking cake today, which I'm proud I made myself with no help all me and my Ideas.
P.S. It seems a lot of people are reading me just improving as a person which feels nice I guess, but today I think I ripped a muscle so I can't walk correctly. (My Grammer and spelling is crap but I have a reason).
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2023.05.31 23:56 titokuya Milestones

Milestones
I started pottery classes in January and am just about wrapping up my 5th month at the wheel.
I'd been wanting to find a creative outlet but nothing really stuck. After my second class, I knew clay was my way. Today was my 98th session in the studio, whether weekly class or 3 hour drop-in.
Those two pots in the front are the second and third pots I've had come out of the glaze fire. I just got them back today.
I was sitting in class today after painting that chicken pot. I had a couple of ware boards of pieces out on the table when I realized this represented the entirety of my work.
Except for a wobbly little planter I finished in my first 8-week class, I haven't kept a single thing. I've just been practising throwing then recycling pieces. (I have a couple of little glazed bowls on the shelf waiting to be fired too...)
I laid everything out on the table to take this pic and, for the first time, really felt proud.
Pottery is awesome. How lucky are we to play in the mud and make things? I'm so looking forward to learning more.
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2023.05.31 23:56 BlowMyBrackernOut Guzzeling Green Goo

Girlies I have something to confess… Previously I’ve written about Skarner’s big girthy stinger and how well he must breed as the last of his race. Today, I must admit that my favorite popstar phone battery no longer occupies my mind when I’m alone in bed.
It all started with this post by u/Cadallin. I was intrigued. How must it feel, I wondered, to have a man cover you from head to toe in his goo? This thought however was quickly dismissed as the 24 year old hit “Iris” by Goo Goo Dolls popped into my head. “I just want you to know who I am!” I sang, picturing my next door neighbor as my hot and sweaty counterpart, who does not know I exist even though I leave my apartment at least 4 times a week.
But did I know who I was? It wasn’t until this post by u/Able-Illustrator-243, roughly 9 months after my first awakening, that I was again confronted by the dirty, sickening but oh so tantalizing thoughts about my favorite green blob. I pictured myself being smothered in his body. Finally feeling safe and secure in the embrace of a man. A body that was made by men for men. Before I got too hard thinking about his soft body, I snapped myself out of it. “Kinda hot ngl 👀”, I commented on the post, trying to ignore these bubbling new feelings. My fellow girlies were quick to call me mentally ill.
I never completely snapped out of it. Which is why I am writing this post. I proudly declare myself a Zac enjoyer. I want his Zacock, Zacum and Zass. I want him to smack my body around until he explodes all over me. I want him to slingshot into me, penetrating my bussy, thrussy and all my other -ussies at the same time. But above all, I just want to lay in bed, used and abused, with him next to me.
I love you, Zac.
P.S.: Riot really should give my handsome man a suit. After all, he needs to wear the proper attire for our wedding. 💕
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2023.05.31 23:56 Warm-Welcome779 TIFU by telling my mum about my childhood traumas while drunk

(English is my 2nd language sorry)
Happene 2 days ago.
So I (23f) have been in therapy for 10 years. The psychologist I am with now, I've been with for 4 years, and he's the absolute best. He was there for me before inpatient psychiatry, and afterward.
Recently, I've developed a problem with alcohol while attempting trauma therapy. I've only done trauma therapy a few times in my sessions and have started in the psychiatric stay. My problem with alcohol started a few months ago. I've been calling people when I was drunk and talking for hours to them. I've called my mum countless times, and I have a notoriously bad relationship with her. But since I've been living in assisted living, I've had a much better relationship. But since I've been drinking, I've been calling her almost everyday and telling her about everything.
Recently we went to lunch, and she asked me what I talk about in trauma therapy, I told her “I don't want to tell you” bc I don't want to. that's what my sober mind said… Anyway…
So now four weeks later I'm talking to her about my bi-yearly assessment (a theme was alcohol-issues, which I haven't told her about) and I wanted to tell her all about it. So I dove into the alcohol problems (I was drunk af) and what might've led to it. My dad was an alcohlic and my mum has been inpatient psychiatric care 4 times during my childhood)
And then I asked her: “do you wanna know the traumas?”
And she said yes.
And then I told her the few traumas and how my childhood was in my perspective as a young child and what it did to me. And what she did that affects me until today. And what she did (while reassuring her that I see no fault in her or my dad cause I understand their problems in a grown up way but also that I can't change any circumstances anyway) and how it affected me or made me feel.
Yeah , sober me isn’t happy about that, and I kinda hate myself. I never wanted to tell her the dephths of how it all affected me and I’ve been ignoring her a few days now… Can’t even bring myself yo the call her for the littlest things…
tbh I've been wanting to tell her that for a while but my mum has a personality disorder and isn't the best with shit like that and I only told her cause I was drunk outta my mind (she didn't notice) without thinking about any consequences.
TL;DR: I told my mum about traumas shes caused while drunk, and now sober I regret it.
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2023.05.31 23:55 L4Learn What can/can't i do to protect my dog and I from an agressive street/stray dog?

Hi there. For context, I live in India.
Daily, I take my dog for a to and fro walk, twice a day.
We cross paths with an ultra agressive dog who charges at us and sometimes comes quite close to us, barking and snarling and showing extremely agressive behaviour.
The dog is being fed by the bungalow owner and the dog does the typical stray dog activities in the vicinity of the bungalow owners house which is public property. The dog is not leashed, nor vaccinated. I have covered my bases by getting a quality spiked collar for my dog, a stick/long baton that i carry to strike if any stray dog comes extremely close to attacking my dog (gentle, loving, nin agressive classic American Bully) and some pepper spray and my swiss army knife keychain for its multi tool purpose.
The bungalow owner has fed this stray from the dog's puppy years and doesn't know how to appropriately handle the situation due to lack of knowledge and experience. He just watches the whole fiasco and doesn't seem to care to address this predicament.
I know I'm not supposed to throw rocks at strays but this has been going on since the last 6+ months and I'm mentally exhausted and can't switch routes. I know he'd be responsible for the dog's vaccination and medical bills if anything happens to me or my dog and that I can't strike a dog even though the dog is on the verge of attacking us.
I threw at big-ish rock at the dog today and the bungalow person said it almost him him and what if it had. I told him my dog's and my own safety is my utmost priority and whatever happens next, so be it.
What is a happy go lucky dog and a caring but risk taking dog owner supposed to do? I'm going to start video recording each and every encounter henceforth. Should I ask forlaw enforcement assistance if things remain the same or get worse. Am I supposed to not do anything and wait for the mongrel to bite one if us one day?
Any advice would help. Thank you.
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2023.05.31 23:55 No-Weekend6347 Summer Internships

So my son was very happy he had received an offer (April 10) of a Student Trainee Summer Internship from one of the financial regulatory agencies.
Today we receive a letter saying the offer is rescinded. Their reasoning; he was not two years removed from high school (in other words not a Junior in college).
*He is accepted to attend Georgia Tech in the fall.
The posting stated “open to current students enrolled from high school to graduate.”
Has anyone else experienced this?
If so, how did you resolve it.
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2023.05.31 23:55 Straight_Mail_3285 26F and 28M - fear of a relationship

Hi guys,
I’m a 26F who’s been in a relationship with a 28M. Our relationship is very fresh, we’ve been speaking since mid-Feb, dated from mid-Feb to mid-April and end of April he asked me to be his girlfriend.
I’ve met all his friend and he’s met all of mine, he’s met my parents twice and I met his once in passing.
I actually made a post a few days ago thinking the issue was that he had a fear of not being able to provide for me but it’s gotten more serious.
In fact, he admitted that he doesn’t know if he’s ready for a relationship. Talked a lot about how he wants to scale his business and isn’t sure right now what he wants + has a fear of not being able to provide for me. He flat out said he thinks I deserve better.
I’ve been over processing this for a few days and I just can’t seem to shake off the sadness. I feel a pit in my stomach and I don’t even look forward to seeing him. I’m hurt because I do in fact like him for who he is, but to say you’re not ready for a relationship is a different ballgame.
I’m trying to think it day by day but I’m leaving towards breaking it off.
What would you guys do in this situation?
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2023.05.31 23:55 barbarianbard Is A Red Magic Dock Restock Due Any Time Soon?

Managed to get a steam deck today and already got a pair of Nreal glasses, was looking to buy the Nubia Red Magic Dock but it's currently a ludicrous £71.36 on aliexpress. I don't think I can justify spending 20% of the cost of the deck/glasses on a charging cable but I heard that it fluctuates in price depending on how much stock is available, does anyone know if we're due a price drop any time soon?
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2023.05.31 23:54 truenorthrestoration Preserving the Charm: Restoration Tips for Ontario Log Homeowners

Preserving the Charm: Restoration Tips for Ontario Log Homeowners
Owning a log home in Ontario is a dream come true for many homeowners. Log homes compliment the Ontario cottage country environment. Yet, over time, log home maintenance and restoration help preserve the home and ensure its longevity. As the most reliable log home restoration company in Ontario, we understand the importance of maintaining the home. In this blog post, we will share our expert tips and insights to help Ontario log homeowners restore and preserve their investments.

Is Regular Log Home Inspection Important?
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Was Your Home Properly Stained Before?
One of the most significant causes of a new stain is a poor job before. If the previous log home contractor didn’t perform at their best, it’s hard to get longevity on the stain. Log home staining is a unique process that relies on two things. The professionals performing the service and product used can make or break the results. At True North Restoration we pride ourselves on having top-quality products that last. We want you to know that your log home services investments are going to be beneficial down the road.

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2023.05.31 23:54 mensachicken Turning off side lights and connecting to multiple devices on Air60?

Just got my Air60 today and though I like the action of the keys, I think the manual is dreadful.
Anyone know...
SIDE LIGHTS
Is there a way to have the side lights be off "for good"? I hate that the Caps Lock light is illuminated constantly. I want it to only be lit when I hit Caps Lock. And the battery level light... can't it just be illuminated when one wants to check battery life, say by hitting a FN key, or power off/on?
If not possible, what's the best way to make them static? I hate the breathing/pulsing nonsense as it draws my eye. Is there anyway to make them just solid?
MULTIPLE DEVICES
I connected to one device fine, but how does one have an arsenal of devices to connect to and then switch between them (phone, tablet, laptop, etc.).?
Thanks!
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2023.05.31 23:54 Yourdogisaskinwalker She broke up with me.

Yesterday after coming home I took an hour long nap only to wake up to a long break up paragraph from my now ex. Idk how to even explain what it said but basically she said she was the reason we weren’t happy and she was unhappy and insecure of herself. Idk if this is even real. Tomorrow was going to mark our one year and five months :( I miss her sm I was up all night crying in my mothers arms and I saw her today at school and my heart sank. Idk how to feel about all this everyone is telling my to just get over her and do better but I can’t. She was my everything and I would do anything to at least see her and hold her one more time. We were doing perfectly fine that morning. I feel so empty and alone without her and I want text her so bad just at least to check up on her but idk dude I hate this . I did everything for her that no one else would ever do. Even if I had a rough day I always tried to make sure she was ok and felt loved I always put her before me. She pinky promised me that if we ever broke up it would’ve been mutual. She hopes we can meet again soon and so do I. I love her with all my heart. We planned our future and everything together
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2023.05.31 23:54 FemboyAlternative I'm scared and confused.

This is a long post so buckle up. I haven't been diagnosed with anything so skip this if you want but for those who want to read it please read all of it and here we go. A lot has been going on recently, I'm not trying to diagnose myself or anything but I don't know where else to post I guess? Let me cook please. I am really struggling with what to say or how to write this and its taking me a while to write this post.
My family has a history of psychosis and schizophrenia / schizoaffective disorder on both sides. I (m21) have been using Marijuana daily for a while - Both of my parents have been addicted to it and I told myself I would never use it but here we are. I started to hear people shouting / saying my name at work and home a couple weeks ago. Also things such as knocks on the door and generally noises that aren't there both high and sober. I chalked it up to the weed getting to me but then I started hearing voices. They are distinguishable from a real voice and I know they are in my head but it still scared me. Due to my family history I thought I was just hearing them because I wanted to and I was faking mental illness to myself. I've struggled with depression for a long time and I've always got through it - a few years ago things got real bad and I wasn't eating drinking showering or moving but nothing like this.
Due to my family history I'm self aware of the disease and obviously have been googling the symptoms and they were kind of fitting. Again I've chalked this up as me convincing myself I have it to seek attention and that I'm fine and shouldn't go to a doctor but a week ago I decided maybe I should see one. I told my partner and mother and they were concerned so I called up very soon after they opened the next day but they hung up. I decided to try again tomorrow. Later that day I secured the holding deposit for a dream apartment of mine so my spirits shot up and I thought 'I feel fine I've just been freaking myself out'. Later in the week I secured some pretty strong edibles for my partner and I and we decided to celebrate getting the flat. We smoked a fair bit of joint, hit the bong and dropped ~60mg of edible each and waited for the ride. Here's where things took a turn.
My partner, their friend and I were in the garden chilling when I started to really feel it. My partner and their friend were having a blast but I just found myself staring into space - not unusual for someone who's high but I was really struggling. Id like to note that despite this being an extra high dose I am pretty seasoned at being high and I know how to ride it out. Despite not feeling the cold my body was shivering so I decided to go inside alone. I don't remember much of what happened next but I do clearly remember believing that reality was a coma and I felt a physical pressure in my chest and my mind going dark and thinking that doctors were about to pull me to the real world. My partner was there and I didnt have any memories of who they were or really who I was either. I then remember being completely unresponsive apart from hysterically crying and then hysterically laughing. It was like whatever emotion I was feeling was amped to 11 and the voices and auditory hallucinations were so much more vivid. After this is where I want you to let me cook so to speak.
I was self aware that I was high and told myself internally to sleep it off which is what I managed to do. When I awoke I couldn't move, speak or even really think. This was only a few days ago and I still can't really remember it well but i do remember still hearing voices. My partner was worried sick and trying to talk to me but I really couldn't manage to respond in any way - even then I still thought I was convincing myself I had something I really didn't. I spent hours not moving or talking even though I was aware of everything around me - my partner called their parents and I was sent to the hospital still without having said a word but at this point I could move albeit delayed and at a very sluggish pace.
I was seen by doctors at a local mental health hospital after a while and they asked me lots of questions. I could at this point answer questions with one word but with immense difficulty - sometimes not being able to make the word out - only being able to utter the first syllable like yyyyyyyyy for yes or nnnnnnnnn for no.
The doctor prescribed me ativan and after taking this I was able to move and speak with relative ease but waking up the next day I was reset to square one. The past few days gave been like this. The voices in my head haven't stopped and I've acted very much unlike myself - I've told my parents to fuck off I've called doctors cunts and I've mistrusted everyone I used to. I've had moments where om more lucid such as now and I can move and talk without the ativan but I'm still abnormally jumpy and scared. Today I've felt better but my thoughts are still difficult to grasp.
I don't want to come across as a self diagnoser - in fact being truthful I still firmly believe there's nothing wrong with me despite the evidence. I forgot what the point of this post was for whilst writing this but I'm just still writing. Sorry for posting my life story over these couple weeks but I don't know who to talk to about this because I'm struggling to actually verbalise it. Writing this has been easier because this is still so recent for me.
I don't know what response i'm looking for from this post but I'd like to hear some kind of response from anyone actually willing to read this with any thoughts at all on the post. Thanks guys and mods don't delete it I don't know what flair to use.
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2023.05.31 23:53 Oouumzz It Has Been Almost 1 Year Since I Last Watched Porn - here's my update

In July it will be officially my one-year anniversary since the last time I watched porn...I don't know how to describe what I feel. I'll try my best to explain the nature behind overcoming any obstacles and what it's like on the other side.
My journey lasted 6 difficult years. I had been consuming this filth from the age of 12 and at 18 I realized the negative effects it was having on me. It was then that I decided to try and quit but it had become the most punishing obstacle in my life. For one, I was sometimes able to avoid it but I always ended up succumbing to it and relapsing. This is why it was punishing, by relapsing I only created my own hell out of it and it was tormenting.
I am a very religious individual and for me this was the biggest sin that I had to overcome. Many times I had thoughts of giving up, often I felt depressed. I honestly just felt like I was living a life of filth. Those 6 years were the most difficult for me because there was no end in sight to this hellish addiction. I often felt as though it would never end and that thought itself scared me.
If anything, I told myself that I would never marry or be in a relationship with a woman until I had overcome this sin. There's no imagining the harm that can be done if I bring this problem of mine into someone else's life.
Anyhow, in those 6 years I did a lot of research into personal development, and I prayed a lot. The thought being that to overcome such a difficult sin in a time like today requires the help of a Holy Being. I eventually learned an important lesson about how our minds work. The thoughts you sow, you truly reap.
I then started focusing my thoughts exclusively on overcoming this sin and leading a holy life. I would obsess over these thoughts every day and keep any thoughts of porn out of my mind. This is hard to do but it is the only way to overcome any personal obstacle. It is why the saying goes, "As man thinketh, so he is". This way of thinking eventually drowned out the desire to consume porn to the point that as a bad thought entered my mind I was able to replace it with a far nobler thought instantaneously.
Thinking of my mind as a garden, and of bad thoughts as weeds, I would remove these weeds every day and not let them linger for too long. If a bad thought lingers too long you begin to entertain it more and increase in yourself the desire to want it. It just leads back into a relapse.
After nearly 1 year, I have still appeared before the door of temptation once in a while but my desire that I have built up has strengthened my willpower to overcome any of these obstacles. I feel cleaner, leading a more normal lifestyle, however, without that spiritual aspect in my life it would feel dull and devoid of meaning. To me, overcoming this sin has only increased my desire to experience more spiritual ecstasy and in attaining God's nearness.
Again, I'm a very religious individual, so my view on this subject involves a spiritual element to it. Regardless, every one of you ought to have hope and patience. Persistence is necessary to succeed as well as the right application of the laws of nature. In this regard, read the book As a Man Thinketh by James Allen and implement it. Even if you are unsuccessful at first, try again for this is the only method that really enables you to tap into the laws of human nature.
Overcoming porn is a long battle, so buckle up for a rough ride. But know that you will taste the sweet fruits of your labor in the end.
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2023.05.31 23:53 nutellawafflex how do i help my mum?

hello i’m on mobile so im sorry for any formatting issues. today i lost my dad, i dont want to give too many details on his death but it was completely unexpected and unpreventable. my mum is young, too young to be a widow. i’m a young teenager myself. i just want some thoughts on how i can support my mum, she is ofcourse taking this really hard and i just want to be there for her. thank you so much ❤️❤️
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2023.05.31 23:53 b2freak Any aviation expert here?

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2023.05.31 23:53 kr13g1ng Ruining relationships because of doubt

So as a start, I have a mixture of BPD and Asperger's, along with extreme paranoia because of being taken advantage of by people I've been with in the past many years because I'm too desperate (so I'm just a mixture of all kinds of damaged)
I keep having the consistent issue of doubting that my partner really loves me, they barely give me attention throughout the day unless I message them first, and I feel like I have to beg for attention to get any back (it is an online relationship, but the online part never bothered me nor is the issue), and with previous relationships, even the most attentive person gets frustrated because I'm too hateful towards myself and always think they secretly don't want to be with me, ruining the relationship slowly by making them feel like I'm guilt tripping them all the time because I tell them how I feel. Feel like the relationship won't last much longer because they'll just snap and throw me away.
I got yelled at by a previous partner because I got upset that they told me that they were cheating on me, and they made it feel like it's all my fault, and even though I know it's not, my mind also tells me that if I was a more worthy partner they wouldn't have cheated in the first place, and she made me feel that way purposefully. I ruined it just because she got more and more mad and frustrated with me because I doubted that she loved me, when she wouldn't show proof otherwise, and drove her away. I've been in about 25 relationships now and I seem to drive everyone away because I'm too depressing and they don't want to help me or even be with me. The mixture of having BPD, Asperger's, and potent paranoia makes me so hard to be with because people can't handle the amount of attention I need, but all I ask is for them to give me their free time ONLY, I don't give a care in the world if they're busy with things like work, but I need their free time, but I've yet to find someone willing to, I'm very very loving and overly affectionate, but I never get the amount I give, not even close. Makes me think that the best person to date would be someone exactly like me.
Wish there was a way to forget everything that's ever happened to me, start a clean slate, I can't stop thinking about one person, it drives me crazy that I miss her so much even though she mistreated me! Every day all I think about is how I lost that one person, and I won't ever get them back, I actually lose sense of my surroundings when I think of her and I feel like I'm losing my mind.
I think I made this post too long, and already regret even saying anything (probably should've wrote in a journal or something), but I felt like trying to ask if anyone had any kind of advice on how to handle this level of just, everything. Even taking some kind of medicine to help wouldn't bother me if I had to. Too scared to get professional help because then I feel like I'm bothering the therapist by wasting their time. I guess I just needed to vent? (Was going to delete this, but decided I'll post anyway and deal with whatever consequences happen after, don't have much to lose 😒)
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I do these things and immediately feel bad (also scared for retaliation), I'm considering going over and apologizing but also making it clear he needs to pick up his dogs poop. I'm just not sure it's safe for me to do that. Theres no telling how the conversation would go. I used to joke that I thought he was a drug dealer b/c of what he wears and the short trips he takes. He usually minds his own business otherwise.
Anyhow, this guy has a bunch of small dogs he just lets them run out of the house, they will dart across the street to our house. Probably have the zoomies. But they are unleashed. Ppl out here in TX seem to be very loose with their animals, coming from a state with strict leash laws.
I've never seen them poop in our yard but our neighborhood is full of dogs and the are constantly in our yards using the bathroom, especially ours. We own our home but on a corner unit and i think ppl assume its community property. Its not. Even if it was our home is RIGHT there. We walk through the grass often.
Anyway, i see him come out today, one of his dogs darts across to our yard close to our front door and I dont see him run back. So im like ahit, hes taking a dump isnt he. I watched the owner come across the street, watch him poop and then leaves in his car w the dog.
I was livid. So I went outside, with some trash bags, picked it up, it was soft stool (Fun!) And put it on his doormat, exposed. I meant to just leave the poop but it was stuck to the bag.
He came back fairly quickly, within 15min and he just tossed the bag to the side and walked into his house.
I think I'd feel less worried if I had just bagged it. But i wanted him to do at least half the work and deal with it, I picked it up and provided a bag.
I know what he did was wrong & disrespectbut I'm also putting myself in a position. It's pretty obvious who did it.
I could've gone out and told him to pick it up while it was happening but I'm a small female in a state where ppl brandish their gun over silly things.
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I think i have a tendinopathy in my rectus femoris hip flexor.
Hello! I have been running for a marathon for the past 5 months. About 3 weeks ago i tried to come back hard, after a little period of rest. That resulted in me trying to run through some hip pain to finish my scheduled distance. I did the same next week, only that the pain came earlier This time. Next time i ran, the pain came Even earlier and i just stopped. After that i took some time off (a week) to try to heal. It went a little better and i saw some progress through the last week, where i went from pain from around 8 km, to managing to run 10 km. I rested good and when i came back to run today, the pain startet again around 9 km.
The pain is located in the anterior part of hip where rectus femoris originates. I can often feel a tightness in my rectus femoris when i start my race, and also some feeling of my patella tendon being dragged upwards (sometimes pain that dissapears). When it really starts to hurt it feels like my hip is snapping when i lift my leg to take a step. I can also provocate This by lifting up my leg over 90° in flexion. The tendon is not painful when i touch it and its not any swelling or Heat as i can see.
I am getting kinda stressed about my marathon and would like any tips for what the way forward should be (how much rest, what exercises to do) i was also wondering if its not tendinopathy and rather just snapping hip that irriteres the tendon. I dont feel any pain after running either. Just during after around 7-10 km.
Thanks for any help:)
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2023.05.31 23:52 Oouumzz It Has Been Almost 1 Year Since I Last Watched Porn - here's my update

In July it will be officially my one-year anniversary since the last time I watched porn...I don't know how to describe what I feel. I'll try my best to explain the nature behind overcoming any obstacles and what it's like on the other side.
My journey lasted 6 difficult years. I had been consuming this filth from the age of 12 and at 18 I realized the negative effects it was having on me. It was then that I decided to try and quit but it had become the most punishing obstacle in my life. For one, I was sometimes able to avoid it but I always ended up succumbing to it and relapsing. This is why it was punishing, by relapsing I only created my own hell out of it and it was tormenting.
I am a very religious individual and for me this was the biggest sin that I had to overcome. Many times I had thoughts of giving up, often I felt depressed. I honestly just felt like I was living a life of filth. Those 6 years were the most difficult for me because there was no end in sight to this hellish addiction. I often felt as though it would never end and that thought itself scared me.
If anything, I told myself that I would never marry or be in a relationship with a woman until I had overcome this sin. There's no imagining the harm that can be done if I bring this problem of mine into someone else's life.
Anyhow, in those 6 years I did a lot of research into personal development, and I prayed a lot. The thought being that to overcome such a difficult sin in a time like today requires the help of a Holy Being. I eventually learned an important lesson about how our minds work. The thoughts you sow, you truly reap.
I then started focusing my thoughts exclusively on overcoming this sin and leading a holy life. I would obsess over these thoughts everyday and keep any thoughts of porn out of my mind. This is hard to do but it is the only way to overcome any personal obstacle. It is why the saying goes, "As man thinketh, so he is". This way of thinking eventually drowned out the desire to consume porn to the point that as a bad thought entered my mind I was able to replace it with a far nobler thought instantaneously.
Thinking of my mind as a garden, and of bad thoughts as weeds, I would remove these weeds every day and not let them linger for too long. If a bad thought lingers too long you begin to entertain it more and increase in yourself the desire to want it. It just leads back into a relapse.
After nearly 1 year, I have still appeared before the door of temptation once in a while but my desire that I have built up has strengthened my willpower to overcome any of these obstacles. I feel cleaner, leading a more normal lifestyle, however, without that spiritual aspect in my life it would feel dull and devoid of meaning. To me, overcoming this sin has only increased my desire to experience more spiritual ecstasy and in attaining God's nearness.
Again, I'm a very religious individual, so my view on this subject involves a spiritual element to it. Regardless, every one of you ought to have hope and patience. Persistence is nescessary to succeed as well as the right application of the laws of nature. In this regard, read the book As a Man Thinketh by James Allen and implement it. Even if you are unsuccesful at first, try again for this is the only method that really enables you to tap into the laws of human nature.
Overcoming porn is a long battle, so buckle up for a rough ride. But know that you will taste the sweet fruits of your labor in the end.
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