Mandela catalogue

This post is going to be a bit of a rant. I don't know if its just me but these days when I look at posts of peoples "new concepts" on here I am bombarded with low effort garbage quality, bland trope videos that are just riding off of the "scary home invading creature/distorted face" trends or just generally boring soulless content. The whole reason this genre was so interesting to me at first was because the mainstream projects (TWF, Mandela Catalogue, Vita Carnis" were so clearly full of hard work and gripping plots but now everything is just dead and as a creator myself it just hurts to see. That's all.

Since the owner of the og disc deleted it a couple of days ago, I've finally decided to give out the form to join my discord! It's 18+ only, which means only adults, because I got weirded out by the amount of kids in the og one, as referred to in my previous post. It's really easy to fake your age on the internet, which is why I made a form to apply to even get in. I'd go even farther and request a pic of your ID, but I've decided against it. Hopefully I don't regret that.
anyways, here's the link to the form! I look forward to seeing your responses! ^_^

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Probably been asked a thousand times, but any tips/recommendations for free softwares to create videos? Would be on phone/computer. I like lots of analog horror series like Mandela Catalogue, Walten Files, some fanmade Fnaf videos, etc. Got a story written up and just need to start the process.

What’s your special interest/s? Talk about them! Just infodump about stuff!
mine are:
Cold War history
Wes Anderson
Quentin Tarantino
Metal music
Movies in general, especially action movies
The Mandela Catalogues

I just had 3 consecutive nightmares in a row tonight (it's 4am) and I just woke up in a sweat a few minutes ago from the last one. If you dont want to read about them, just skip to the last paragraph
----The first one started off with me escaping some place in the dead of night, in the middle of the woods in some mountainous terrain. I come to a road, hitchhike in a truck with some guy with a southern accent. We have this whole journey on the road, the world dark and with an unsettling atmosphere the whole time. The peak of the dream was the part where the road becomes bumpy and cracked as we are driving through a cemetary- i tell the guy "i really don't like cemeteries, they make me feel heavy" and he laughs at me and tells me im being ridiculous when suddenly the truck breaks down and we're sitting in the middle of the cemetery, in the dark. The world as suddenly silent, devoid of sound so I turn to the driver, he's become some cursed mandela catalogue type creature and im awake, a short interval between dreams.
----I slip into the next nightmare, seemingly having left off the previous one with an alternative ending- we were still driving on the road. The driver is normal when i look at him, so Im relieved. He takes me to a small farm where the road ends, and shoves me to the pig pens. "we're finally picking up that little piggy" the dreams story clicks into my head, and i get this overwhelming sense of fear. I start getting mental images of the baby pig being brutally torn open and the meat being diced and that induces some kind of breakdown for me, the graphic thoughts then coming to "life" in the dream as I watched it happen in horror. I become lucid at this point, and im turning away from the scene but I hear the squelching of blood and the pigs cries as they scoop and scrape his organs out with a loud macine. It was a gory scene, the nightmare still showed me what was happening through mental images despite me looking away and trying to change the environment. I wake up and fall back asleep
----The third one was completely different to the other two (and im guessing it mustve stemmed from that time my school account had been hacked by another student and used to send out a district-wide bomb threat that was later proven to be fake and the student was arrested after hacking 3 students to send out those email threats): I was doing my homework on the school computer and realize im hacked and having an email conversation with the hacker through my account. I responded to his emails pleading he target someone else because I was exhausted and he wouldn't gain anything from me. My email was changed by some outside source upon sending, and instead of the original message- it said something about me enthusiasticallt giving the hacker my money and "premium photos" that i assumed to be the inappropriate kind and i immediately panic- the hacker quickly responds with a email that basically agrees with what i "said" and i further panic. There was a knocking at my door when I woke up
Ive been having nightmares a lot lately, from the past few weeks, and I keep waking up with my heart hurting and chest tight I dont know what to do- could it be due to finals? (im in highschool) i definitely havent been consuming much horror content recently, either. Im still unsettled and can't go back to sleep, I think im just looking for reassurance and words of comfort right now

what do you want goofball