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2023.06.06 07:04 kheinz_57 I Think the only time I met my dad was when he died.
So for context, you can read some of my other posts about my shitty and horrible childhood but I’m gonna touch on it a little more things to make sense. My mom was the baby sitter for my dad’s children (my now siblings) and their one night stand led to my mom getting pregnant. My aunt had just gotten her an apartment but when she asked about the pregnancy, my mom lied. So my aunt took her to the doctor and boom, 7 months. So my dad after finding out moved his family across town bc things became a liability for his lie. My grandparents didn’t think my mom could be a single mother so they moved her 10 hours away to stay with them and honestly that made my dad’s life easier. Anyway, when my mom got us a house, things were horrible. The house from hell ruined a good part of my life. I would always ask about my dad and my mom would scream IDK WHY YOU CARE!! HE HATES YOU EVEN MORE THAN I DO, IM JUST THE ONE THAT GOT STUCK WITH YOU! You know, normal mom shit. She also said if I ever contacted my dad, I would go to jail (????) I was literally like 6 but okay. So life goes on, and it felt like my dad finding me would be my golden ticket. I fucked myself up thinking he would come back for me, but he never did. I was kept out of the loop about everything. So in 7th grade, a little before school started, I never remembered the exact date bc I just blew this event off, it was super early in the morning, like as the sun was rising but like fully up above the horizon, I was sleeping and someone patted my legs to get me to scoot them over so it could sit on the side of my bed next to me. I remember not being scared. I just listened and moved my legs to the side. When it sat on my bed, I remember feeling the weight shift in the bed. I don’t remember what all was said but I remember at one point saying yeah and like scoffing a little in response to what it said. I wish for the life of me I could remember but you know how it is being half asleep. When I woke up later, I thought it was weird. I asked my mom if she came in my room early in the morning. She said why the fuck would I be in your room. Okay. I asked my stepdad (he worked night shifts) and he said he didn’t get home until 10am… Okay so was it a dream?? I ended up blowing shit off and surviving the life I was living. Now I didn’t have a phone until I was 15 so if I wanted to text my friends, I had to use my moms phone. This was sometime in October and I saw that she had texted my aunt that “[dad’s name] is dead.” I showed her and asked if she was talking about my dad. I got screamed at for even asking but she did confirm she was talking about my dad. She said he died in early august “or some shit.” Well I did some digging later in life and found out it was august 9th. Which would be around the same time that I had that encounter with that apparition. And if what they say is true about unfinished business, I can’t imagine any more unfinished business than a child you abandoned. Amends maybe? Maybe he saw my situation and home life and felt bad? The only other weird thing I had happen around that time was waking up with a red handprint on my chest… it was sideways, like the bottom of the palm was on my right breast, and the fingers straying over to my left breast. The pinky was closest to my neck and no matter how much I tried to recreate it, I couldn’t twist my hand up like that long enough to make an impression. Plus it was bigger than my hand… anyway, I’d love to hear what others think bc I’m 25 now and still can’t make sense of it.
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2023.06.06 07:04 beardlesshipster Daily Song Discussion #65: Moonage Daydream
This is the third track from David Bowie’s fifth album, The Rise and Fall of Ziggy Stardust and the Spiders from Mars.
How do you feel about this song? What are some of your favorite lyrics? What’s your favorite live performance of the song? How would you rank it among the rest of the band’s discography? How would you rate it out of 10 (decimals allowed)? Studio version
SUGGESTED SCALE: 1-4: Not good. Regularly skip. 5: It’s okay, but I might have to be in the right mood to listen to it. 6: Slightly better than average. I won’t skip it, but I wouldn’t choose to put it on. 7: This is a good song. I enjoy it quite a bit. 8-9: Really enjoyable songs. I rank them pretty high overall. 10: Masterpiece, magnum opus, or similar terminology. Rating Results
1. Five Years:
2. Soul Love:
3. Moonage Daydream:
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2023.06.06 07:04 IITgeek How to donate my JEE Rank to someone in need?
Before you make assumptions, I would like to make it clear than I will be getting under 500 rank in JEE Adv.
But due to personal reasons and interests, I will be opting for BITS CSE (Pilani or Goa). Fortunately my family can afford it but I am pretty sure, I will keep up my momentum and get some skills to pay my fees(fingers crossed). Love you Parents 💕
Reasons for me choosing BITS are but not limited to:
- Brilliant coding culture. GSOC selections are a good evidence.
- No reservation (Obviously better peer group)
- Alumni Network 😀
- Startup Enthusiasts are found there (Unlike people running for Placements)
- US based curriculum (Opposed to UK based), Flexible time table, more time for creating skill sets
- Gap Year Availability (Haven't thought much about it)
- Rich Kids (Sexy feel aaegi, especially rich girls makes me excited) 🤡
- Another inner kick to go against the traditional route of IITs. IITs are overhyped, I guess everyone knows it by now.
Considering all this, I feel to give my JEE Rank to someone who deserves it. Is there any way possible? I will be more than happy to help someone. Reservation sucks and I hate it. How tf can a person with 20k rank sit with an under 200 rank. Man if someone needs help, please tell me the procedure, I really want to help some needy buddy out 🙏
And thanks Krishna Ji for making me who I am now. I hope I will being much more glory to the parents and contribute to people on a much larger scale in the coming future.
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2023.06.06 07:04 After-Weather5146 I (21F) keep sabotaging my relationship.
Pretty much as the title reads.
I don't know why I keep doing this. Things will be going so well and then I get this horrible feeling that it's all a facade. I don't understand how my lovely, intelligent amazing bf (21) of 2yrs could like me and I start thinking that he's cheating or is just faking liking me. A few nights ago we argued very badly- all my fault- because I threw myself down a rabbit hole of doubt about his ex. It was all over stuff that, at the time, seemed completely rational in terms of spotting a pattern of occurrences to suggest he was cheating but in hindsight seems kind of really dumb. I'm not going to go into specifics because he uses reddit, but it was things that made his friends ask him if he was still dating her- such as photos on socials of them (not together in any of the pics) being at all the same events at the same time more than once.
The night of the argument my insecurities went completely out of control and I accused him of cheating using the things mentioned above as reasoning. He was (rightfully) offended and got annoyed with me but I was completely scared and freaking out about it. I just completely spiralled, I literally sounded like a crazy conspiracy theorist. I'm so used to guys in past relationships either cheating or being dishonest about things- essentially I have more than once ended up being (unbeknownst to me) the other woman or second choice- and now I am constantly paranoid about it happening again that I pick apart things obsessively.
The thing is, I really love this boy. Completely adore him, I think he has been sent to me like an angel or something. But everything in my heart makes it so difficult to be able to trust people. This is my first proper relationship and I didn't even think about encountering these sorts of problems. Naively, I just sort of always thought 'ah if there's a problem then it will show itself' or manifest physically. I didn't even stop to consider that my own issues could just rear their ugly heads like this. There has been other instances where we have argued similarly however not as bad as this, again, argued because of ME. I feel terrified. My own fears have pushed him away from me. I just feel like such a horrible human. I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know why my brain hates me so much. It's like, I keep ruining things before they have the chance to ruin me again? I don't know. But I know he doesn't deserve it. He's so perfect, I'm just terrible.
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2023.06.06 07:03 captainboatshipsail Should I (the dumper) reach out to my toxic ex gf (NC 3 Months)?
Hello, I've been struggling with the decision of whether or not to reach out to my ex-girlfriend. We've had no contact for a few months now. To give some context, she was a really sweet and loving girl who unfortunately was quite toxic to me. I won't go into all the details, but I caught her lying on numerous occasions, gaslighting, etc.
Despite all this, I gave her many chances, each time hoping she would change. But she didn't. We were in a long-distance relationship at the time, so I broke up with her over text. We said our goodbyes, and that was that. Immediately after, I blocked her on everything, making it practically impossible for her to reach out to me.
In the past, I broke up with her for the same reasons - the lying, the gaslighting - and she would start talking to me little by little after the breakup, and before I knew it, we were back together. That's why I chose to go full NC with her this time and ensure she couldn't reach me.
I've been battling with the idea of reaching out, but I'm not sure why. Perhaps I'm just in the healing process and my brain wants to circumvent the pain. Maybe I feel guilty for blindsiding her like that because, despite her being a pretty terrible person to me, she was still my favorite person. I wanted to reach out and apologize for the abrupt end to the relationship as I don't think it was necessarily fair to her. I don't have any intentions of reconciling a real relationship with her again which is another reason I hesitate. Regardless, I don't want to hinder her healing process by reaching out, and I think it might be selfish of me to do so. Cheers.
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2023.06.06 07:03 Wubwub_Butter_Thump I panicked so I took my anxiety meds
I feel like I sound drunk. My dog is so fucking cute, I'm gonna cry. I love her so much. She's a good girl and the best dog. I just wanna pet her for all of eternity.
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2023.06.06 07:03 graysquirrelpearl I’ll be back
I will always want my answers. Do you really want to be my friend? Can you actually be just my friend? Did you ever really, truly love me? And when I ask that, who do you think I am, or who did you love? None of these are trick questions. I’m genuinely curious since you recall so few things that I told you about myself and the stories that are the building blocks of who I am, what is it exactly that you love about me? If you say “joie de vivre” I will expire. That phrase actually sends shivers up my spine; it suggests that you know nothing about me. I’m intense, but an not the variety that exudes a joy for life from the essence of my being. We met right? We argued. We had happy moments. I told you good and bad stories. I cried tears of every emotion from happy to sad to panic to fear to anger. But nothing would suggest that I have an overall joie de vivre and every time you said it I cringed and bit my tongue, or fingers, so I didn’t reject or correct such a kind but erroneous compliment. I suffer. I want someone who sees me and is my safe space. Not a compliment bot. Is that what you always needed? Even if I didn’t mean it? Is that what words of affirmation really meant to you? I love you but I only speak the truth, not just blowing words up your ass to validate you ego because I love you. No, I don’t think that way. I said what I meant and I believed what I said. Every affirmation of you was my truth. Yours … I don’t know. I don’t even know if you actually loved me. After this break, if you still want to be my friend, maybe we can contemplate this, all of it, if we talk again then.
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2023.06.06 07:03 justtyping-nonsense 30 [F4M] Colorado/USA - look for a partner in love, laughter, and the quest for the perfect tacos!
I'm a 30-year-old Black woman who's hoping to find a special someone to get to know. Life has taken me on an exciting path, and now I'm seeking someone who can add their unique flavor to the mix. I'm currently wrapping up my PhD and will (hopefully) work in the thrilling world of research and technology. I'm a homeowner and dog owner which keep me on my toes. I'm also a bit of a homebody who loves cozy evenings cuddled up with my pup, binge-watching something. Generally, I'd say I'm pretty liberal/progressive. I'm also not very religious. I value critical thinking and a rational approach to life, and I hope to find a partner who appreciates and respects this perspective.
If you're local to Colorado/the Denver Metro, you should know that I'm absolutely determined to find is the best tacos! If you have any hot leads, I'd love to hear about your favorites.
I'm hoping to meet a (single) partner between the ages of 28 and 40ish. I'm attracted to individuals who are passionate about life and their careers, who are responsible, caring, funny, and curious about the world. Marriage and children are important to me, and I hope to find a partner who has the same goal.
I admit that I'm not the most adventurous person, but I do hope to meet someone who can nudge me out of my comfort zone. I hope to take things at a comfortable pace but over time I'd love to experience some of your favorite things, share some of mine, and explore new things together.
Physical attraction and intimacy play significant roles in any relationship, and I believe in taking things slow to build a strong foundation. I hope to connect with someone who understands this and is willing to invest time in getting to know each other on a deeper level. Let's chat, share stories, and build comfort before exchanging pictures.
I respect your time and your right to choose how you spend your time, so it's important to mention that I have HSV-2. If you're unfamiliar, it's a common but manageable condition. If this is a dealbreaker for you, I completely understand, no need to reach out. Let's save each other's time and focus on finding the right match. If you're interested in chatting and possibly getting to share some some delicious tacos, send me a message!
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2023.06.06 07:03 MakeMoreFae Fast paced fighter with easy combos
I love the super fast paced gameplay of games like UMvC3 and DBFZ, but something that has always made me hesitant to stick with them for long is just how long and difficult the combos are. I remember getting a simple combo with Nova down, but by golly gosh was I tired and really didn't want to have to learn another 2 for completely different characters.
I do want to say that this isn't specifically a team game thing. I actually really like team games since it adds to the hectic feel and makes it more strategical. What I don't like is having to learn 20+ button combinations just to do a bnb for one character that doesn't use any assists.
I know DBFZ has auto combos, but I don't know how long I can rely on those. I see higher level players going on these crazy long ToDs that I honestly would dread having to learn and commit to muscle memory. If I can just stick with the auto combos in DBFZ, awesome, but I don't think that's much of an option.
I want to just hop into games and play. I tend to get stuck in training mode learning and practicing combos and how they can be extended with my assists. Are there any games that fit this bill?
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2023.06.06 07:03 Revolutiongreen [Gifted] from my product wrong description contest!
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Ima be honest, you all made me laugh. I love the creativity. I used the Reddit comment picker premium and it picked these two awesome winners! So, congratulations are in order and your items should arrive Thursday! submitted by Revolutiongreen to Random_Acts_Of_Amazon [link] [comments]
2023.06.06 07:03 New_Pizza_Rich Vietnam back to Los Angeles - Scooter culture
I learned to ride and fell in love with riding scooters in Vietnam. I have been here over a year and will be returning back to LA.
I have ridden 50cc and 110cc scooters in different parts of Vietnam. I feel comfortable and enjoy riding in Saigon or HCMC.
I am planning to get my motorcycle license in LA so I can ride 50cc+ scooters. However, I keep hearing how I should get a motorcycle (from motorcycle riders) so I can “drive fast to get out of the way”. Driving fast is not really my style. Growing up in LA, riding motorcycle has always been linked to fast “rice rockets” or big Harleys. I’m just really curious about the scooter culture in LA and if I would enjoy riding a scooter in LA for pleasure and for daily use. TIA!
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2023.06.06 07:03 Intense_thickness_12 How?
I'm REALLY excellent at blunts. I'm OCD w them but I'm really great at rolling them. I CANNOT roll a J to save my MF*n life. I practice a lot, but they're still shit rolls. Any tips, tricks, anything? I'd love to switch to paper. I use hemp blunts bc tobacco makes me ill. But fr, ANY help would appreciated.
And shit, any blunt tips be welcome too. I love perfecting my rolls.
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2023.06.06 07:03 NoNoSaint TwoXindia
just read a post something in twoxindia which goes like I’m loving a person not because of his physical appearance but cause of his emotional and caring nature, now not feeling love on him anymore I’m ready to break up with him something like that she has the audacity to call men disgusting pigs at the end of story. Dhannam ra duttha aa subReddit ki 🙏 epudu chudu men meda padi edustune vuntaru(99.9% cases lo women are on right lane anate rastaru..vallahi what a change of perspective) or else konni stories friends/colleagues fat shaming me.. I can’t even tell those stories are true or not.. but fed up with that subReddit
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2023.06.06 07:03 Fun-Juggernaut8196 I’d love for someone to catfish or rp with me and make me cum as my hot slut mommy
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2023.06.06 07:02 chriscross89 Private Beta - Think Realestate.com.au but for investors and savvy home buyers
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First and foremost - thanks Reddit fam for all the feedback, input, and refinements. I am happy to announce that Project Picki (www.picki.com.au
) went into Private Beta - Free to use!
After having many conversations with you, we learned that a) Finding an investment-grade house to live in/rent out becomes gradually more difficult given the low levels of properties going to market/lack of new supply b) Data-driven street-level due diligence and access to local insights are crucial c) Not everyone wants to pay hefty fees to buyer's agents and other intermediaries d) Identifying the best assets in a timely manner matters
So how to tackle this beast?
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- Address and property configuration - Land Size - Picki Suburb Capital Growth Score - Picki Street Score - Days on Market - Current asking price and any price discouning (% since first listed)! - Vendor Distress Score - Target Purchase Price - Appraised Value - Appraised Rent - Estimated Cashflow - Annualised Return - Overall Investment Score
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As this is a BETA, we would love your feedback - it would mean a huge amount if you could come back to me with your thoughts.
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2023.06.06 07:02 dearestdollyy solo q showcase in 30 seconds
2023.06.06 07:02 Nicenormalperson There's changes, and there's changes. I like the changes, but I don't like the changes.
So obviously, there's a lot that's different in the show, but after episode 6 I'm pretty torn. There are changes that I think are really clever: Introducing important elements early on in terms of the digging machines, Walker's radio, a large reservoir that Juliette is afraid of, stuff with the Silo 18 stamp, a camcorder with a high-resolution screen, the inexplicable existence of Swedish people, etc, all set up a series of pins that are quite ready to be knocked down in a big, satisfying blow.
The pace is somewhat slowed by flashbacks, but the added focus on George gets us the kids' tourism book and some more intense emotional stakes for Juliette, plus her "fuck you, I'm a genius" moment of fixing his watch. But, the addition of sequences like the generator repair and Marnes' fun little vigilante excursion insert some excitement. I'm not crazy about shifting Juliette's motivation from intrinsic curiosity and need-to-fix-the-problem-itis to being sad about her dead, illicit boyfriend, but what can you do?
On the other hand, there's a lot that I feel is missing. There's no sense of normal life in the Silo - we only see people during times of duress, during festivals, doing crimes, acting insane, being attacked, or being in mechanical which is always a zoo anyway. This makes it hard to get the sense that this is a society teetering on the edge of violence. It all seems pretty normal, as far as anyone can tell.
It takes such a short amount of time to travel the silo, and they even have a special holiday where people are encouraged to mingle floor to floor, so there's no sense of that heads-down task-focus that keeps everyone with their nose to the grindstone, ignorant of the silo at large. This being the case, people should be putting together the weird idiosyncrasies of the silo all the time.
And I'm still not sure what Judicial actually does! Are they a court system? Are they secret police? Why is there a group of obviously evil murder-spies that everyone is afraid of and has nicer shoes than anyone else written into the pact? When you have a group of people going around doing the job of forcibly and openly suppressing dissent rather than having it be something that the citizens do themselves for the love and protection of their own society, doesn't that become an obvious trigger for naturally curious types to start looking around? And it's so much easier to poke around when it only takes an hour to get from the top level to the mids and you can stop for cake along the way. Seriously, unless the actual point of judicial in the pact is to serve as a big, irresistible red herring for potential revolutionaries, I have no idea what they're even there for.
It kind of makes things weird for Juliette too - it is unbelievably obvious that the shadowy organization whose members keep trying to intimidate her and throw her off a railing is troublesome. However, she's hot on the trail and the series needs to hit its episode count, so she has to kind of forget about them for a little bit and kick off a weird relic hunt whose purpose I can't really understand.
Basically, I think a lot of the changes work to beef up the story for TV, but undercut the integrity of the silo itself, and Juliette to a lesser extent. However, I do believe that there is a simple fix for this which hopefully can be implemented in a remaster or re-release of the series:
Give everyone color-coded jumpsuits!
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2023.06.06 07:02 Junior_Ad_546 My gf of 2 years is leaving me and I have to start over
My gf wants to leave me and move to Berlin now I’m just really sad I can’t deal with this stress I can’t take that she’s leaving me I have to change everything and she’s just acting like nothing has changed I’ve had suicidal ideation for awhile but this just has me over the edge if I could put a fucking bullet through my stupid pathetic brain I would because this is a tale as old as time I’ve experienced this too many times I’m just ready to just let everything go because at this point what truly is the point just work hard for nothing and still just be poor as shit I know I won’t find this kind of love again so I just think I’m going to take the rest of my crazy pills and call it a night
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2023.06.06 07:02 Low-Direction457 I want my bf to put more time and effort into our relationship like he used to, and he doesn’t seem to get it.
I have been with my bf for a couple of years now. We are two adults in a quite serious and long-term relationship. We currently attend college together, and we have already talked about the future in terms of housing, marriage, kids, etc.
I will start by pointing out my own personal problem- the fact that I can’t seem to let go of the cliche “honey moon phase.” You know, the phase where you’re both falling in love, trying new things, learning new things, etc.
I still remember my bf and I’s honey moon phase. It was like something out of the movies. We would text/talk pretty much all day every day. Replies to one another were instant and detailed. We were so engaged in every conversation and so engaged in learning more about one another. We wanted to see each other as often as we could, and we both constantly planned dates or even just simple meet-ups- basically anything we could do just to see each other and spend time together. Every date was so exciting, and I’m talking about the kind of exciting where we both forgot we had phones. All of our dates were also so romantic and memorable no matter what we were doing. We made every moment together special, and he did so many little things for me just to make me smile, from surprising me with flowers for no reason to writing me cute little love notes to sending me the sweetest messages to wake up to in the morning. Everything was so perfect.
The honey moon phase obviously slowly ended as time went on. We were carefree teens with no responsibilities when we first started dating, and now we’re both busy adults with loads of responsibilities on top of college. I try to consider the fact that we’ve both changed over the years. However, my main issue is that despite the honey moon phase being over and both of us changing, I never stopped trying to put as much effort into our relationship as possible whereas my bf seems to struggle to do so.
As mentioned before, my bf used to do all kinds of little things to make me happy. To this day, I personally still do those little things for him when I have the opportunity. I’ll leave him little love notes, surprise him with his favorite snacks, send him messages to wake up to, etc. I also always try to plan dates when I know we’re both free. We are both busy people, but I still find it very important for us to make time for one another when we can and make one another feel special as often as possible.
Meanwhile, my bf has stopped doing all those little things. He no longer does the little sweet romantic gestures that he used to. His text messages are so much more dry and short, and he often takes quite a while to respond even when he isn’t busy. He barely really even compliments me anymore. He used to compliment me all the time, and now it’s just kind of an every once in a while thing. Not saying I need him to bombard me with compliments every minute of every day, but sometimes I just like a simple “you look beautiful today” after I’ve clearly put effort into myself before going out.
Not only has my bf stopped doing the little things, but he’s also stopped making an effort to make plans with me. I’m always the one wanting to plan dates, and he always just seems to go with it. He’s also on his phone more when we’re hanging out, and that always bothers me. There’s even times when we make plans and he cancels last minute, and then there’s been a few times where he’s unintentionally stood me up. To top it all off, he’s become more short tempered with me. He gets annoyed with me more often, and if he’s tired or simply not in the mood, he seems to not be in the mood for me at all.
It hurts to compare the way my bf was in the beginning to how he is now. I have even communicated this to him several times, and every single time I do, he apologizes, reassures me that he loves me and wants to spend the rest of his life with me, and promises to do better and make it up to me. Then, things get better for maybe about a few weeks at the longest before he falls back into those old habits. I’ve reminded him several times, and he’s been able to reel me back in every time with his sweet talk and promises, yet he still doesn’t quite seem to get it.
My bf has even told me before that he doesn’t make much of an effort to spend time together because we have the rest of our lives together anyways so “why stress it.” He usually uses that as an excuse when I express how it hurts that sometimes it’s easy for him to cancel plans on me but never on his friends. He seems to enjoy making plans with his friends more than he enjoys making plans with me, and he always claims it’s cause he knows he has forever to spend with me and is unsure of how much longer he’ll have with them. Don’t get me wrong, I get where he’s coming from, but that doesn’t mean I want him to not even try to put time aside for us.
I just miss the little things, and I miss the equal effort. I want him to understand that he still needs to put effort in even though we plan on forever together, but I feel like simply telling him that just isn’t doing the trick. I know that the honey moon phase can’t last forever, but I don’t think that means 50/50 effort can’t last. Maybe I’m just overthinking, but I don’t know.
I love this man with my whole heart, and I don’t want to just give up on us. We do still have great moments together, and he’s not a bad guy by many means. However, I just want him to truly hear me and fix these things for our relationship, and not just temporarily. Actions speak louder than words, and I want him to realize that without constantly needing me to remind him. Any advice on this situation would be much appreciated.
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2023.06.06 07:02 half-full-coffee-mug Need help picking a summer fragrance
My problem is that all my favs (e.g. TF Tobacco Vanille, ELdO Putain des Palaces, and the discontinued Fragonard Baroque) are all kind of winter-y scents, but I live in the hot and very humid subtropics.
I picked up Chanel Boy last year, which works okay for me as a summer scent. However, it has very little lasting power. Honestly I expect more from something this expensive!
Anyone on the same boat with me? If so, what do you love for summer?
For reference, I'm a 40yo female.
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2023.06.06 07:02 KingBruhJob Dose Recommendation for Antidepressants
G’day! Does anyone have any dose recommendations when you’re also on SSRIs (+other stuff)? I’m currently on Lexapro, Mirtazapene and Ritalin.
I took my first dose of 4.5g (lots of experience with LSD and some other stuff), and while I had a very lovely time, to me it seemed more reminiscent of a lower-dose trip (maybe 1.5g - everything was pleasant and slightly vibrant but nothing more). Afterwards I did some research and came across some threads speaking about how SSRIs and other antidepressants/anti-anxiety medication can impact the effectiveness of psychedelics, particularly shrooms.
I understand everyone is different and am not seeking medical advice, more looking for anecdotal evidence from some folks who have experienced this situation. My goal is to have the sort of trip to solve some problems, ego death, detach from reality, and generally just an introspective journey.
Any help would be much appreciated, thank you!
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